One of my texts

Well long time without posting something around here. So i felt like i should post something today, since i've been missing write in english, im sort of without practice, so forgive me for my errors. That text i wrote last week, just came to my mind...maybe its a tric of my mind or not...who knows..lol anyway enjoy!!! ;)

YOUR LIGHT

With my eyes open

I search for you

I’m blind and senseless

I can not reach you

It’s hard to follow your light

Strong as I can be

Your shine still gets me weak

So I close my eyes

And your shadows come so clear

I’m not afraid to disappear

As long as I follow you

I feel your heart beating

I feel you’re near breathing

So I open my eyes

And see your heart next to mine.

So I look at you

And now I know

What brought me to you

was the Light of your love.

kind of lame but i like it!! see ya blog! :P

Life change

2011

My year begun with a lot of changes.

Change of attitude, change of friendship, change of life.

I feel even more mature than the last year. Maybe I grew up faster bcoz of a few things I’m passing through.

It’s a fact that at this month I’m more free, having much more fun and not so dependent. I’m going out without my best friends, thing that before I didn’t do, and having fun as well

I guess there’s a moment in your life you have to live for you, think more on you, than enjoy people around you. You need to know yourself, than meet people and get to know them.

Yesterday I’ve watched a movie about it. EAT LOVE AND PRAY.

The principal character , Liz, at the beginning didn’t knew herself, and the decide to travel to places that would help her to get her balance back. I guess everyone should do that at least once in life. KNOW YOURSELF. GET INTO YOUR SOUL.

My resolutions to this New Year, one of it, it’s to know myself even more, and give the attention and love to those who really love me. I’m a little tired to give all myself up to a person and that person doesn’t care about it. I’m tired to be the GOODGIRL and be stabbed in the back, and forgive all times.

So I decide for a life change. I hope I can make, and I hope my life gets better.

See you blog later

Just Writing

Humm
Here its me again...
Acctually ive been wanted to write more and more, but sometimes i dont know how to express myself.. Its fun coz i know no one read this blog, and bcoz of that i could write about what im feeling or what i want... without fearing, but i guess sometimes im even afraid to say things to myself. Weird.
I guess everybody have moments like that...at least i hope or ill be a lunatic! lol Anyway..Its been 3 weekends that im not into parties and stuff...i cant drink...i do wanna to be wasted but o cant...dont know why... Terrible... I guess i need to let some stuff in my head go away...clear my mind..
Its to many things to process and live. I wish it would be easier...but isnt... theres a few things its hard to let go...its hard to step foward..but i know eventually it will pass, always does.
So i guess its good for today...saturday night and im home..jezz what is happening!! lol!!! im turning off now!!! later blog! :P

Lost

Does everybody know how is to be or feel lost?
Sometimes in our lives we pass through moments we have a few choices to make surrounded of lots of doubts and then we say: I'm lost.
Actually at this moment we are not lost, we're just not looking for the choices with open mind...the answer its right over there.. just need to decide for the one.
Like you can see..not all moments that we feel lost means we are.
What i'm trying to say is that sometimes we are complaning too much, and lazy enough to try to find the answer for all questions and doubts..and sometimes its right above our eyes..we are just too damn blind to see;
Today i felt lost a few times...maybe i still am about a few things..but ill try to clear my mind and let my thoughts guide me to the right answer ( if exist one). Or maybe ill forget that im feeling it and maybe it will pass.
So if you a feeling lost...look ahead..never down...and i'm sure you will get through this.

Well I will do that. at least ill try

be back soon

Take my Hand

This week I haven't enough time to think about some problems I've been through. But the time I had I'd thought a lot.
I feel helpless about this situation. As my hands are tied and there's nothing I can do about it.
Sometimes people we love make mistakes all the time, and we always try to forgive and forget, letting the problem behind us but some cases are repeated constantly, and this cicle of mistakes start to wear down any relationship that the person who made it are envolved, romantic, or a friendship.
So i ask: What I can do about this case? Should i wait for the person to come over and talk, or should i let this behind AGAIN and let this person commited over and over the same mistake?
I know sometimes we can't control some of ours impulses, but we can count on a friend to help us. Sometimes know that we have some problem it's 50% of the way to heal it. And the rest 50% we can ask for help.
If that person is your friend she will be by your side no matter what. Just talk.


I'm here. Take my hand.

I miss You.

Time passes and what left for us?
Memory? Picture?
Every single day we live our lives without measuring the possibility of dont have that person or that thing on our side.
At that special moment we just want to live intensely, without worries, just having fun.
The problem begins when its end.
In a second your life turn to be like used to and nothing seems to be perfect, everything is wrong and u get bored.
Today i'm passing through a moment like it.
A emotional hangover, that seems to drag me into this room feeling nothing but a desire of rewind that time.
Was great. Was fun and every single person that i'd meet ill keep in touch ,regardless of their options.
Wonderful time that ill keep in Memory? YES, in pictures SURE, but in my heart specially.

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